Tuesday, April 29, 2014

A simple start

I decided to write all i have in mind in poetry , some are rhymed , some are not ,
some might make sense to all of you , and some might not be understood  ,
but what i know for sure , is that it speaks from the heart ...
Starting like this ,
I'm gonna recite down what made me think of doing this ,
It's too much for me to handle , all this hate  , all this evil out there
i cant fight it , i cant do it alone , and guess what
everyone is afraid to do it
everyone is afraid to put there hands into mine , work side to side
be a team to destroy this hate ,
It starts from when you are little , you go to school to study you come back wishing you'll never be there again,
You go outside to hangout alone people's stares and behaviors make you never wanna leave your house again,
You just wanna stay home, alone , closed up in your room , surrounded by your family and friend ,
I mean '' or friends ''
as we all know nowadays there is no such thing as friendship ,
the one other thing that makes someone happy besides to his family was a true friend you count as a brother or sister ,
but guess what , that's gone , its dead , no one believes in it anymore ,
Wondering why ?
because you don't know who's honest and who's not ,
you cant tell who's gonna catch you up and who wont ,
you cant even dare to turn around because when your in trouble because you know that you will find no one
BEHIND !
Yeah i got so much to stay about this because some idiots made me go through hell ,
wanna know what i called them ?
MY BFFs , MY BEST-FRIENDS , actually i was too stupid that i admitted to them that i counted them as SISTERS  ,
did i say i was too stupid ?? Sorry , I meant too blind to notice there hypocrisy  ,
Telling other people rumors about me using the fact that your my friend and that was a reason for them to believe you , as if you know all my secrets ,
Well if you think that was a noble act anyone would do ,
i wanna tell you that IT WASN'T
It's such a shame ,
You should have felt at least guilty ...
Anyway , let's not talk much about them because if I'm ever gonna start i wont be finished in like forever , because i clearly remember everything , i forgave them all for what they did but i wasn't able to forget ,
i don't know if that makes me good enough but i guess i can take what happened as a lesson
as they say '' what doesn't kill you makes you stronger '' I'm gonna let this make me stronger ...

So , what were I saying ? ...Yeah , Hate ,
I really wish some day we'll wake up to see everyone sharing hugs out side ,
saluting neighbors , people you meet on your way ,
Like a really happy world ,
where we can defeat all the stress that comes from Work , Studies , Sports , Responsibilities ,
we can defeat it all with some chit chats in the early morning with fun people ,
that makes you forget the bad things doesn't it ?
that makes you get a lot of positive energy ,
that energy is gonna help you face all the problems you got inside ,
Get rid of the negativity ,
All its gonna do is take away your health ,
its gonna steal it away from you slowly ,
being strong doesn't mean standing in the same place over-thinking the issues you have,
that's not gonna take you any farther ,
in the contrary  , its gonna make things worst , its gonna make you weaker ,
just solve everything with a smile ,
You think that doesn't work for all cases ?
Let me give you some examples ,
Your a teen who goes to school and a bunch of kids always have fun of you ?
Seeing you smiling is make them over-think there failure in making your life miserable
so its whether they quit doing it or they'll simply feel worthless every time they try another plan and they'll
notice none of these plans worked ,
You are at work and your boss is too bossy ?
Just smile each time you see them so they notice that you doing your work perfectly is not because they are fearless , its because you love it and you enjoy it ,
You are an athlete and everyone doubts you'd win a competition ?
That half smile you'll have will make your foe lose some of his confidence and that will make it easier for you to win ,
You go home to find everything messed up ?
Just smile to make your mom happy , that's gonna help her forget the pain , do it to show your siblings that no matter how much things get worst there is always a solution ,
Well , that's all the examples i have on mind right now , and i guess there fine enough to show you that everything can be solved by time , not by violence , not by suicide , and not by being sad ,
It's happiness that makes everything okay ,
As Ariana grande sang in one of her songs '' If we give a little love maybe we can change the world ''
So let's work on doing this , starting with our selves ,
so you who just read this ,
let's see a beautiful smile of yours now  ,
and don't forget to smile tomorrow , and remember to always smile ...

Well I'm done here  , I got a few exams to prepare to this week so lets just say i will try to smile and not panic when i see the subject Haha ! Yeah i gotta a terrible since of humor :3

See ya next time Bloggers , Cheers :) 

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